Monday, September 3, 2007


I need your prayers… I think I have breathed my last relaxed breath for the next several weeks. Sunday I started my new role as fifth and sixth grade Sunday school teacher, This Friday I begin to lead a new home Bible study out here in Brockport, Institute begins next Monday, and I am taking four classes (Greek III, Church History, Life of Christ, and Daniel) which wouldn’t be so bad if one wasn’t Greek III and another wasn’t Church History. We will be hitting the streets Saturdays and the nursing home on the third Sunday evening, all while trying to work 40+ hours a week, be a good husband, and a good daddy...Ok let me clarify...I do need your prayers, but more to the point, I NEED GOD! I really see no way of doing this well, except by the grace of God, and the prayers of others, so even if you accidentally stumbled across my blog please pray!

I was reading “The Person and Work of the Holy Spirit” by R A Torrey and he was comparing the Spirit to the wind. "The wind bloweth where it listeth" John 3:8

Torrey says “While you cannot dictate the wind while it blows as it will, you may learn the laws that govern the winds motions. By bringing yourself into harmony with these laws, you can get the wind to do your work. You can erect a windmill and so that whichever way the wind blows from, the wheels will turn and the wind will grind your grain or pump your water. Just so, while we cannot dictate to the Holy Spirit, we can learn the laws of His operations. By bringing ourselves into harmony with those laws, above all by submitting out wills absolutely to His sovereign will, the sovereign Spirit of God will work through us to accomplish His own glorious work by our instrumentality.”

I find comfort in Torrey’s words here. This semester is going to have to be a day by day attempt of harmonizing myself with the Spirit and allowing Him to work His will through me…there is no other way to do it. I think this may be one of God’s ways of getting me desperate…that seems to be the way He works best, not because He needs it that way, but because in our arrogance and self-sufficiency it’s the way we allow Him to work best through us. It seems to be we strive less when we don't have anything left in ourselves.

So…( (holding a delicious cup of black coffee high into the air) Here’s to another semester of too much to do, not enough time to do it, and a great God that can accomplish great things regardless of the circumstances.

2 Corinthians 12:9 - And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.

7 comments:

Alex said...

Amen, brother. We can get through with God taking the lead.

Hindsey said...

All I have to say is: "Be still, and know that I am God."

I will be praying for you guys... You are nuts for taking on all those things... Oh, wait. Never mind.

Aaron Putney said...

ha, 40+ hours... I do that by thursday morning...

I remember back in the day when...
Yep, It's good to be graduated - its amazing, there is just nothing to do now. Wait until you finish NSBI - golf, r&r, reading, hours drifting away on a hammock in the back yard*


*this statement is not entirely accurate but if it makes you feel better to have something to look forward to then by all means...

Hindsey said...

I think Aaron's comment is my favorite comment that I have seen on a blog ever!

Janice said...
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Janice said...

(I will retype w/o a typo!)
I just want to compliment you on the choice you made for a wife. Your life will be spared as she is truly a gracious and Godly woman!

Mr. Young said...

Amen to that Janice!
I echo Pastor Curran when he says "I married way over my head"
I am blessed indeed. God is Gracious, and Good! Any of us that go to institute and are involved in ministry ask way too much from our wives.